Soooo much love

 

Here is a little collage of the first time your brothers and sister got to meet you. They were all so excited and they love you so much. I feel like that is something so special about our family , there is so much love to go around. It wasn't just me that was anxious for you, it was everyone! I added some extra pics of you with Chloe and Campbell because those two were constantly asking to hold you. I guess Carter and Cooper were too they were just gone at school most of the day. Needless to say, you didn't get put down very much for the first few weeks of your life.

 

Since i am a litte behind with the pictures (because we take about a thousand pictures of you everyday) I thought I would just start adding pictures in to my everyday journaling. You are in your swing right now, you were asleep but you just woke up. You haven't been sleeping very good lately, I just thought I would write it down so when you have a baby of your own and you ask me about this and I can't remember anything we will have this to look back through and find the answers! I really thought you were going to be my one easy baby. The one who falls asleep on her own a=without having to be put to sleep. You were for awhile, but then one night you stayed up until 3 am, and that has pretty much been the norm eveer since. You take a night off every once in a while and give me a normal nights rest. Last night we stayed up till 4, that was awesome. Dad is pretty good to give me a break every once in a while too so hopefully between the two of you I can make it out of this still sane.

 

It's a little frustrating because I can't help you feel better. Some nights you are calm but awake and other nights you are fussy and noticeably uncomfortable. Sometimes I can hear and feel your tummy rumbling and I wish I could do something. I tried a prescription last night but it didn't do any good, Dad is at the store right now getting gas relief drops but I'm very doubtful that they will help either. You sleep like an angel all throughout the day which at least allows me to get stuff done around the house and shopping or whatever. I know it wont last forever and it makes no difference in how much I love you! Well maybe it does a little because every once in a while I catch a little glimpse of your sweet face and I love you a little more, even at 3 in the morning!